Take a walk in my mind...

It always seems like every few months I have some new love interest that I find myself hopelessly infatuated with. Well, this blog isn't about that. Okay I lied. It is. But only a little bit. It that time of the year again where I try and scramble to find a girl to fill that little void in my life that's been collecting dust and cobwebs for about 5 years now. And you all know this... that it's for that very reason that when I do meet someone I'm interested in pursuing something more than a friendship with, I go way too overboard and over the top with expressing my interest. It's like Chris Rock said... maybe if I'd just shut the fuck up, maybe I'd get some.

Yea, that's definitely the problem, going too far with everything and trying to force something at an unnatural pace or way. But you know, as much as I know that yes, this is the problem and yes, there is a way for me to avoid it... it's like my body doesn't obey my brain when I tell it to stop being such a little girlyman about my crush-du-jour.

It's especially hard every year when the holidays start coming up though, I mean after Halloween you got Thanksgiving, then Christmas, then (well... kinda close but not really) Valentines Day a mere two months later... those are three times of the year where having a significant other can really improve upon your general mood.

Oh well... a blind guy hunting could eventually shoot a deer if he fires enough bullets right?

Sometimes, you just want to scream.

Yea, shut up. It's been awhile. Here's a funny story though... and it's how I spent my Saturday afternoon.

So tonight is supposed to be the wrap party for the film I produced and I was going to run some errands in the morning and whatnot before I headed on over to the valley.

I get a call from my mom saying that they needed help at their company but I had to go to El Monte to the packing plant.

Okay whatever, so I go and I find out that I have to sit there and unpack boxes upon boxes of lobsters that were supposed to be exported last night but was offloaded by the airline.

Damn. So each box contains at least 20 lobsters -

- and we had to remove them and clean the packing material from around them -

- and put them into giant holding tanks -

Now, normally I'll eat a lobster or something... but after dealing with hundreds of lobsters like this... and coming home reaking of dirty lobster water and some other unidentifiable stench... I think it's time to take a break from lobster...